I'm Still Breathing...

So in my last post I was saying how I had already read like 300 pages? Well, I finished it. AND I'm already 500 pages into the second book in the series. My god I'm pretty sure I'm in love with Edward Cullen. I'm in love with a fictional character. Creepy.

err... I think that's all I should say for now. Mostly because I want to go read some more.

I Can't Settle

Life has been like a flashback lately. Things happen without me realizing what's happening, then I look back on it and I'm like, shit. What just happened? Especially when it comes to Valerie. I swear to god it feels like yesterday she was laying in my arms for the first time. But I guess that's what you get when you have a child. She's just so perfect, it's weird.

Anyway, my dad and I went to B&N yesterday and he bought me "Twilight". I've already read over 300 pages. I swear this is the best book I've ever read. Absolutely AMAZING. I recommend it to anybody and everybody. It's kind of fantasy, and usually I don't like those kind of books at all, but this book is so suspenseful and unexpecting. Great book. Read it.

Well, I'm getting ready for dinner and I gotta shower and shit. So... yeah.

Is It Odd?

It's odd how you can manage your time without thinking about someone for over two years... then out of nowhere they pop the fuck up back into your life. I finally saw DeDe today at Quik Trip. I was super excited to finally see her. She has a beautiful daughter and looks amazing. Hopefully she gives me a call, we need to make play dates.

So, Val's starting to walk. Woot! She's so precious.

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"It's my life and I'm not sitting
on the sidelines watching
It pass my by
I'm leaving you my legacy
I gotta make my mark
I gotta run it hard
I want you to remember me"

-Katy Perry "Fingerprints"

I still miss you. As close as you are. I miss how things used to be.