My First... Mother's Day

So I've found that Mother's Day is going to be rather difficult this year. Not only will I be celebrating my mom and my 3 grandmothers... but it will be my day as well. However, I feel ashamed. Brad lost his mom when he was barely 19 years old and I feel so terrible because I think we should be celebrating his mom's motherhood as well. I know that she can't be here physically, but although I never knew her, I still want to get to know her. I wish Brad would talk to me about her. Yet, I understand that he's still grieving and isn't ready.

I really wish we could go to her gravesite just once... so I could introduce myself. Tell her a little about myself. Let her know that I'm a good person and will take care of her baby boy - and new granddaughter. Of course we'd bring Valerie along. So she could meet her grandma.

My one wish for Mother's Day is to meet my mother-in-law. That's my only wish.